Laus Deo Semper

It's so tough sometimes
when I'm put in a position
to help my friends out.
And i love it, every second of it
to help my friends out is finding
joy in the Lord, it feels like
almost as if this is what i was born to do.

But who would've really thought
that things can get this tough?

I was faced between the decision of letting go
of one's hands, or holding on even tighter
than before.
I chose the latter.
Had i chosen the former, who knows where this person
would end up.
Probably a place where no one would want to go.
It's so sad sometimes to see people want these things:
death
suffering
darkness
no way out
nothing more than fine.

How could anyone want these things?
What joy is there in them?
None, from what i see.

It confuses and annoys me so much to think of it,
to wonder how humanity can function
on lusting for these... sad, sad things.

Though i will continue to fight for freedom
though i will continue to fight for the things
that we've already been given
i need some help from up high
to get through this.
It's even tougher when it seems like
there's no one else but me
helping these people.

But i've definitely learned that
in all light, in all darkness
in all truth, in all lies
in all heresy, in all righteousness
Praise be to God always.

Laus Deo Semper