Compensate for Being Four Poems Behind

Honesty can be such an amazing thing

especially when you hear the answer from

different people who are all looking at

the exact same goals.
That's unity.

I told some truth of how i've been feeling

this friend, i don't even talk to much to begin with

he just sorta brought it up, and i guess he knew

some sense of the story, but it was there, so i decided

to simply follow through with it.

I told him what was happening lately in my life

the good, the bad, the ugly, and the hopeful

and he told me some things too

things i guess was good for me to know

because it assures me so much that i'm

sure that my heart is at the right place

but i myself am in the middle of the progress

so quite literally

i'm following my heart

following after, rather.

But it all works out, or it seems like it will

because true testimonies come from persistence

and courage and pain and even sometimes

getting some courage, some balls, if i must say so

myself.

So off i go again, trying to rebuild everything

from the beginning, or as if it was from

the beginning, even though it sort of isn't

but who knows?

God works in funny was, very, very funny ways

and i think that my friend is right.

Perseverance and courage go hand in hand

can be good bedfellows, what have you.

So here's to true testimonies

better stories than those who try too hard

safer ways to regain everything that sorta

gradually decrescendoed down.

But it's all okay, because i know that

this is how things should be

this is how God works.

God works in funny ways, He really, really does sometimes.