Saturday, December 13, 2008

Lenses

Tonight, yes it was.

WTF 2.0 was amazing.
So much better than I
myself had first expected.
The drama was amazing,
the sharing was honest,
and the worship team,
I couldn't be happier with it.

And again, prayer.
It couldn't be stressed
any more than it has.
Prayer was never about
asking and receiving,
it was about speaking up
in all honesty
you can find in hidden
under the rug.

And definitely
the highlight for me,
wasn't even the night itself.
It was my point of self-realization
that I won't get anywhere
if I wasn't even honest to my
own friends.
I spoke out, and I told the truth
I wasn't feeling anything at all.
And tonight, I knew
I just knew
I was back,
I belonged,
I was loved again.

Or maybe I was always loved,
but I just dwelled too far in
to myself in all the depression.
But here I go again.
With all the love
that I could ever ask for.

Friends, family, all,
thank you.
I'm home.

2 comments:

miss.raspberrie* said...

I'm glad you feel that way :)

Unknown said...

YES IT'S GOOD TO KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT WE KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY WE.

yay for grammar and logical word games.
(8) this is home