So... yes.
A discussion has been going along
with k-cab over the email.
Many people weren't able to make it to the meeting
that we had planned a month ago
because we haven't met in three months.
And I was SO QUICK to start throwing the rocks
at each other.
That's one thing I absolutely hate
about myself.
Not so much how I was created,
but that I've developed something so...
terrible. How terrible...
So clearly, I realized I had been at fault
after two people had quoted what I said
and then get back at me.
Yes, this is my fault.
No doubt in even my own mind.
There's nothing I can do now.
So, God. Here's your servant,
all broken and unsure of what to do.
It's yours. This body, this life,
this malfunctioning heart,
all of it.
None of it is mine, and it should've never been.
This is what happens when I decide to take things
into my own hands.
Oh.... daring stupidity has stolen me.
"Lost and Insecure
You found me, You found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded." - The FRAY
I'm exactly in that right now. I'm in a fray.
Ahh... look at what i've done.
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