Beyond Belief

My goodness, I've never really been this stressed out in my LIFE.
And I probably shouldn't even be writing this blog out, instead I should be doing homework.
But I need to get out of this painful strain and take a moment to breathe.

With homework starting to worry me, and so many extra-curriculars,
I wish so badly that I had turned down somethings that I probably wouldn't need.
My body is aching, not only physically, but mentally.
I fear that I only got sick last time just because of all the completely unneeded amount of stress.

I know for sure that God will provide with strength to push and stuff,
but now I just wish I would learn how to say no.
I can't wait for December to come around,
with so many of my activities happening there,
it'll all be over soon, and I will be able to finally
sit down and do what I REALLY AM supposed to do.
Oh God, my bad.